i_throw_rasins

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 01:19:25 GMT

helloooo..... this is jenna french....

danny left his thing on so i wanted to update since he never does. danny such a cool guy I LOVE HIM TO DEATH.... everyone should love dannyyyy...... LUVVVVV JF

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 23:32:10 GMT

I THINK JENNA FRENCH IS SOO TIGHT!!! SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND WAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT!!!! BTICHES
-THE MAN DANNY

hard core rocker

Thu, 27 May 2004 04:06:29 GMT

Grunge! You're all about the music and would even
turn your back on fame just to stay true to
your roots... You reached your high in the
early '90s, but you're still making some good
stuff! Keep rocking!

What genre of rock are you?
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alright...i can deal with that...its true, although i need to improve just a tiny bit

fuck this

Tue, 11 May 2004 05:16:09 GMT

i hate this!!! everyone is complaining, and I can only think of a few poeople who have reasons to complain (bryan, I hope you feel better). Everyone is all like, awww, i had a bad day....well for me everyday is a fucking horrible day. Nothing good ever happens nobody but bryan really talks to me, no body's really that nice to me. I hate the things that are going on...I almost lost my brother forever, everybody is complaining for no FUCKING REASON...so everyone just shut the fuck up, if you've got a fucking problem with yourself then fucking fix it. Try to make everyday better, try to be happy try to make yourself feel better, but don't complain about it then not show compassion to other people. right now i have been shown no compasion for how i feel, and shown nothing but compasion for everyone else...FUCK it....its my turn,....show me some respect show my i deserve to be alive show me that i need to be happier and that i need to make myself a better person...this is like the third time putting an entry this depressing in lj, but i need to...you guys just need to fuck off, and be a little nicer to everyone....i don't care who the fuck it is, and i don't care if your fucking depressed, just get over it, thats all thats been told to me my whole life...i'm tired of it...fuck it...you can all go to hell. or just make me feel like i should care. I have been breaking down everyday after school...crying myself to sleep everynight, but nobody takes notice...even when i break down at school. I dont even know what to say anymore, thoughts are running so fast through my mind.

i don't even wanna say bye

Wow...this is awesome!

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 23:19:46 GMT

Holy shit!!! this has been the best fucking weekend I have had in a really long time. Nothing really super big happened, but nonetheless it was just fun. Right now I'm listening to Guns N' Roses-Rocket Queen...a little bit sexist, but yet really good guitar riffs nonetheless. I should be working on my paper, but then again, I can always pull a sick day tomorrow. Who gives. I feel really really good right now, just in a super happy mood.

On friday night, Sebastian came over and we chilled. I hella wanted to go out, but we couldn't find anyparties for somereason, but we had to stay home which kind of sucked, but it was amusing nonetheless. then I took Sebastian out onto the roof, Which I love...its a regular triangular roof, dangerious, but super super relaxing. Then he left, and I went to sleep, becuase i could hardly keep my eyes open.

I woke up on saturday, and watched a MAD TV marathon...it was fucking awesome. I knew it was going to be a good day if it started with that. So my dad left at 11:30 last night, so I wanted to spend the day with him before he left for his week-long trip to china. So we went to fort funston and watched a psycotic dog jump off the cliff...it was fucking funny as hell. then I got back home and gave bryan a call...he invited me to chill with him and casey. We hung at laurel villiage and that was really super fun. We went to pasta pomodoro and exchanged hella weird stories and shit, but it was fun nonetheless. After that, we went up a little bit from laurel village and sat on the sidewalk chatting. Then we found a huge ass pile of crack and played with it. Then casey wrote her name in it. Good times.

Then we went to walgreens becuase we decided we wanted lolipops...YAY!!! so much yummyness in such a small thing, how do they do it?! its a miracle. Then we rented the exorcist and Blood Diner (my new favorite movie). We took the bus back to my house and watched the exorcist, which is not really that scary at all, but at the time, I was scared that I was going to get scared. It was funny. Then I took casey and bryan onto my roof, and they freaked out, because they are afriad of hights. then bryans dad came to drop off his stuff (he slept over), and we had to run down the roof back into my room. Bryan got scared...it was funny! HES funny as hell.

Then casey left :(...but whatever. Bryan and I chilled out in my nook area of my room until my pops left and my mom went to sleep. Then we watched Blood Diner!!!1 SOOOOOOOO FUNNNNYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! so bad but funny. The movie is about this uncle who gets killed and gets his nephews to dig him up and put is brain into a jar and for somereason, he has lost his "Schlaung!" Se he's pissed and they kill nude cheerleaders, and a woman who neeeds to shave like there was no tomorrow! funny...bryan and I were laughing our asses off.

After we finished the movie, we went down at 2:00 in the morning to get some food, because we didn't really eat a substantial dinner. So we both at soup and made fun of music videos...good times. Next we went upstairs and talked for a bit, then bryan got into the guest bed, and I got into mine and we talked for like an hour and a half, but the end, 4:00 in the morning, I had been sleeping for like ten minutes and I though bryan was talking, so I asked "did you say something," and he was like"no I haven't talked for like ten mintues" for somereason at that time, it was hella funny.

I had to go to work this morning at like 7:45 so I had to get up and leave bryan sleeping at my house. Then after work, my mom picked me up with bryan in the car, which made me happy because I did not have a great day at work. So we went back home and watched tv and chilled. Then bryan and his mommy left. Now I'm here. so overall with three hours of sleep last night, I feel pretty damn good. Thanks for listening.

Peace-
Danny

hehe...alright!

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 05:08:00 GMT

Who will you be stuck with at end of time? (pics are back yay!) by chi_a_baidh
Your name is
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He/She will think you are	God
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Ya, I can deal with that...hehe alright...go familly guy! woop woop.

peace all-

danny

What the fuck

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 08:14:40 GMT

I have no clue what in the fuck the problem is, but I don't think that I have ever felt like this....depressed. This has been the worst fucking week of school I have ever had in my life.

When you look at me, you generally see a nice and happy person...well not this week, I am fucking fed up with all of this shit. I feel like shit. I wanna burst into tears at any moment....crazy thoughts run through my mind, and they are angry, not just crazy. When I see people, they piss me off now, I make really really bad judgements of who they are, and dis them in my head...I get annoyed extremely easily, and the worst part of it was when I went to go see dr. J.

I went to see him on wed, no thurs, ya thurs. I was talking to him during lunch, and he was teaching a class fifth, so we had to stop....I fucking opened wounds to him, so that he could have a sense of how I feel, and he didn't even try to meet up with my again....they hurt. Its like someone took a thousand knives and dug them as deep as they possibly could into my skin, and just kept doing that over and over again...its not right....no one should feel this way...I can't say that I have known what it is like to be depressed, but it sucks....it FUCKING SUCKS.

Even worst than my wounds are the causes....my mom, and my middle school...luckly, I don't have to live with anyone from my middle school, but I have to...HAVE to live with my mom....its not right what she does to me....and I shouldn't have to deal with this...I have been putting up with this shit for more than three years, yet she still continues....there is no way out...its not right...sometimes, God rewards me, but right now he is punishing me...I must have done something really really bad...super bad, but I don't know what..

SOMEONE PLEASE HELP!!!!! any supporting advice would be awesome...I can't stand being alone, I cant stand being with people, I don't know what to do....why does this have to happen, I was so happy before...why why why....FUCK THIS SHIT....I shouldn't have to deal with this. I have been nothing but nice, even in the face of shit heads, who are total jackasses, I have been nothing but accepting and respectful...why THE FUCK does this have to happen to me...shit.

Sebastian came over tonight, that was alright...he's cool, but just a little hard to understand....we watched tommy boy, and that cheered me up. but only for a little...I need to vent...I need a therapist....I need someone to care for me....fuck

--I don't even know...
bye

Eventful past 24 hours....only in Colorado....home sweet fucking shit

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 06:35:39 GMT

Wow! today and yesterday were nothing short of eventful. No one would even guess such things would happen in such a crappy conservative peice of shit mountain town. But it did! Wow....wow....wow. Some creepy shit has been going on, and I shall tell you about it. Ok so, last night at about 11:30 ish, my and my bro were parked in the car trying to figure out what we wanted to do. My back was to the window, and I was facing my brother, when this ceepy ass homeless woman knocks on our window. Not just anywindow, but my window, when my back was turned. She like shouted, "CAN I ASK YOU A QUESTION!" My hand shot for the locks on the doors and my brother quickly turned on the car and we sped our asses back to his appartment. I was freaking out....holy shit. Then I got hella paranoid that the woman had followed us back to the appartment, so I immedeatly locked the doors and closed the blinds (except for the window into the living room, had disfunctional blinds so I couldn't close that). Then me and my bro started to watch the chappelle show dvd that he got me for my birthday. Man its tight as hell..."WHITE POWER!" LOL, that one was hella funny. Anyways, after that I got ready for bed and got onto the sofa in the living room, facing the dysfunctional blinds. This was about one o'clock. Then at about 3, there was a huge huge huge ass pounding at the front door....this most difeinately woke me up. I fucking got scared becuase I thought that it was creepy homeless woman back for more action. And I also got hella scared because the blinds wouldn't close so the homeless woman could stick her head straight infront of the window and see me there.....I felt so violated. Then the dreaded knock happened again, and it myst have been nanoseconds before I charged into my brothers room and screamed that the homeless woman was back to get me. He jumped out of bed and went past my sofa and to the front door which happened to be right next to it. HE looked through the eye glass thing, but he didn't see anyone, but then he openeed the door. It turned out that it was just a couple of his roomates drunk ass friends asking if they had woken us up......Well FUCK YA YOU WOKE US UP BITCHES!!!!!! I thought you was the crazy ass drunkard homeless psycopath.....damn, I must have lost a good thirty years off of my life or so.....ouch, scaryness. Well thats my story of the day...Good night to you all!!! Peace- DAnny (free of the homeless crazy woman's clutches)

sick day

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 23:42:47 GMT

Today I felt that I needed to pull a sick day. So I faked sick. I started it last night after dinner, where I told my mom that I had a stomach ache, then it got serious, and I went to bed. This morning I didn't get up, obviously, and my mom didn't know that I hadn't gone to school. So when she came up into my room for something or another, I was in my bed and she FREAKED OUT...it was hella funny...I had to keep myself from laughing. I slept until about 11:30 today, so I got twelve hours of sleep...thats a lot, and I am happy. I am soooooo excited for april fools, it is my favorite holiday ever. I gotta do something for it, but I don't know what yet. Today I got bored and decided that I wanted to buy a CD, of course I couldn't go out to buy one so I bought one online. I went to borders online with a gift certificate and tried to buy a CD. I had to put in a credit card number along with the gift card number, so I put in a fake one. It then said that it was gonna call me to confirm. I got hella hella hella paranoid and I tried to cancel the thing, but it wouldn't do it....finally after an hour of trying, it got it. Damn that was close...I'll just go out and buy the CD. I got an ipod mini for my b-day this weekend, and it is tight! the only prob is that it has no battery life...it is a little annoying piecie of shit....damn those small and attractive yet sacrificial pieces of technology. I'm going to Colorado to chill with my bro over break, and I am stoked as hell! its gonna be so fucking tight!! Ow! so awesome...I even get to miss some school....I don't know what else to write, but w/e...I might right more later Peace- Danny

Woo Hoo...back at school...not

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 05:38:22 GMT

Wow! Today was eventful. I had all of my classes, and non of them I enjoyed. Ive got a fucking in class essay in english on stories that I didn't even read. There is a lot of shit to do, and I'm am to tired to truly really and completely and totally care...woo hoo.
The best thing that happened to me today was bowling club. IT WAS AWESOME!!! I totally ate it on the bowling lane today! Wow that was embarassing. I steped to far acrosse into the bowling lane, and it was hella greasy and I just slipped and slid a little bit. The best part was that I actually hit some pins with my bowling ball!! Wow, that takes some skill. Anywho, that was truly really embarassing.
Did anyone else find that today was the most beautiful day ever?! It was warm, windy, green, and overcast. I love days like today. I felt like everything was beautiful. Wow, it put me into such a good mood. I hope tomorrow is like that.
I am so excited for friday...I can't wait. I am going to a comedy club with some friends, and then they are going to sleep over (hopefull this time, these plans will hold). Its for my birthday, which I cannnot wait until friday...its gonna be the best day ever. I am so tired it isn't even funny. Argh, annoying. Does anybody else hate it when they are super tired...well I don't really care about your tiredness so whatever.
I still can't get over Quebec. This one night at the hostel, there were these french people that we had hung out with before who had come back from the bars completely and totally hammered. It was kindof funny to see the french drunk and speaking drunk french. I think that drunk french is the best language...definately the most entertaining. So anyways, there was this girl...at least I think she was a girl...and she was a lesbian. Yet this night, she was so drunk that she started to hit on my.. It was a little scary + a little smelly on top of that (her breath was that of a fire dragon that just had a constipated crackwhore for dinner). She kept touching my chest and she actually took my hat!! THE NERVE!! SHe wouldn't give it back..then she disappeared for like three hours, and finally I found her, and my hat smelled of dare I say, nasty stuff...I'll leave out the details for you people. Anyways, it was one of the weirdest experiences of my life. If any of you folk have stories to tell...please go ahead, just make sure that they aren't boring, cause otherwise, I'll hunt you down. Lol, just joshing ya. Have a good night.

Peace-
Danny

I can't wait to be home

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 01:59:06 GMT

I cannot stand this trip anymore. Well...the trip is alright, but the people on the trip are fucking morons. This is why I didn't want to go, I knew I wouldn't really like the people. Well, I geuss Alex Jew is tight (he's the funniest guy i've met...sorry bryan, lol). Trevor, Joe, and John Lamb are pissing the shit out of me....it started last night. I just got out of the shower and came back into our room. Kate Myer was sitting on a bed in there, and of course, murphy's law, she didn't get out as I came in (I needed to change).
Aria and Charolette asked me a question inthe hall as I opened the door,and because of this,the door slammed on my footand cut it. I then asked alex for a bandaid which he gave me. I sat down on a chair and lifted my leg up to clean my foot, because I can't bend down and reach my pinky toe. So as I crossed my legs, trevor started to scream. I was in a towel and he said that saw my dick. I was fucking wearing boxers, but still he claimed that he saw "everything" THey just dragged it out all last night to the point where I had to sit in the hall and wait for them all to go to sleep. This pissed me off, becuase...i dunno,who wouldn't be pissed. This has dragged ovber into today, and they have just continued to be jackasses all day....especially John...I don't know what the fuck is his problem....AHHHHHH!!!! Hot french woman standing next to me...YAY!!! lol.
Anyways, john is just being thebiggest jackass ever....I haven't even done anything. Right now, I want to be listening tomy music in peace, but its upstairs and I'd have to talk to the jackass quintet, and I'd uh rather not. Thanks for letting my vent. I feelI should say something funn6y after this venting,butI can't thinkof anything. OH YA!!! I had a beer this evening with dinner...it was yummy, and the best part was I had permission from my parents and from the teachers too, so I didn't even have to sneak it. It was awesome. There were a couple of people who were, lets say, happy....it was quite humorous. Anyways, peace to you all, have fun in LA bryan. I'm comming back tomorrow and I couldn't be happier about that.

PEACE!!!!!!!!

Danny

Quebe!!!!

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 22:47:26 GMT

WHOLY SHITO!!!! Quebec is fucking awesome. We were in Montreal for about three days,and thecity kind of sucked,but we found ways to have fun....Like strip clubs!!!!! LOL, Cady hine went into a strip club and asked if theyhad a flyer then she got kicked out. Claire and Kate are obsessed withcondomsand sex. MS. SAvy is afucking dumb ass...she couldn't tell leftfrom right. We had a lobster dinner lastnight,and i5t was fucking awesome. Icant'typetooo much becuase this keyboard sux,and I onlyhad fuve minutes left that Ipayed for. Roight now Iam in QUEbec city. it is the coolest city ever. itslike a little france montreal sucked...OMG the hostelthatI amstaying inis the nicest thing I have ever stayed in!!!! (thatsnot sayingmuch)... I hope that you all are having a great time....Hopefully,I can typem more later. AUREVoir, DAnny

thanks dude

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 02:31:14 GMT

sorry man....I don't have money...only those phatty 20's in my wallet...but those are happy money. They make me happy when im sad, becuase they buy my food...food is good. They will make me forget about my sorrows and make me think about how fat I am !!!!! lol...thanks bryan, I appreciate it.

I was depressed and then I came back from returning the tapes(old school, and south park) and i read your thingy and that cheered me up...thanks. Nora, sorry for any discomfort that i have caused you at school or whatever. oh and this is for everybody...I didn't actually measure...I'm not that stupid (prior to contrary beliefs). I wouldn't tell some random stranger information like that, lol. Anyways, bryan, I have cheered up some what...anyways.

Last night...this was hella freaky...my mom tried to give me a talk about my "bodily fluids." It was interesting. She said that, and I said oh hell no! Then she said fine I'll let your father do that, and so I ran up stairs and locked myself in my room. They waited outside my room all night....but they never gave me the talk. Phew! That was a close one. lol.

Today kind of sucked...the classes sucked, and I was in a crappy mood. I don't feel like wriitin much, so I'll sign off...

peace

nothing ever goes right for me

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 06:21:06 GMT

damn...I'mm hella sad...nothing works for me, I don't know anymore...it just pisses me off so much sometimes...its like I try to hard...I dunno...I just need support from people...I dunno...talk to ya tomorrow hopefully when im in a better mood.